I have no name,

I am the girl that everyone hates.

The flame inside incinerates

all hope I once held.

A Gothic Barbie is painted across me.

The ragdoll screams silently inside.

No one believes me since I once lied of

all hope I once held.

My rantings go unheard, unnoticed,

written off as ramblings of the insane.

My truth is denied because it is

all hope I once held.

I am nothing since,

            I once believed

                        denied

                                cried for you

Since it was

all hope I once held.

this is a school assignment. i really like it. my english teacher complimented me on it. ^_^

I am worrisome and silent

I wonder why I sit here

I hear myself screaming

I see myself dying

I want to take away the pain

I am worrisome and silent

I pretend I am a good girl

I feel that I really am, but won’t admit it

I touch your face

I worry that I’ll never see you again

I cry because I fear I’m right

I am worrisome and silent

I understand love and the pain it holds

I say, “I love you,” because it will always be true

I dream of being far away to stop the pain

I try to make things ok, but it never works

I hope that someday things will be

I am worrisome and silent

Your lips,

The way you always hold me

I’ll never forget

That look in your eyes

That shine, glimmer of hope

You never gave up

You wiped away my tears

Held me up when I was so afraid

I’ll never forget

How nature it felt when you asked me

To be with you

When you asked me to love you

I said, “Yes”,

And I’ll always miss you

When you’re gone

When I can’t hear you

Remember,

I’ll always miss you

I’ll always love you.

I just want to run away

Get away from the hate

Blood spilled over your coffee cup

For what you believe you asphyxiate

I am here, and I’ve done nothing

I’m not that okay

You want my head

That’s just want you’d say

I can’t believe what I see

I’d rather be blind than breathe you in

Thoughts uncontrolled

So now I’m the sin

I can’t sleep, can’t move any more

Reaper seems to call my name

“Our” song has finally stopped

And my head still hangs in shame

"I Am Not Yours"
by Sarah Teasdale

I am not yours, not lost in you,
Not lost, although I long to be
Lost as a candle lit at noon,
Lost as a snowflake in the sea.

You love me, and I find you still
A spirit beautiful and bright,
Yet I am I, who long to be
Lost as a light is lost in light.

Oh plunge me deep in love -- put out
My senses, leave me deaf and blind,
Swept by the tempest of your love,
A taper in a rushing wind.

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Alone
by Sarah Teasdale

I am alone, in spite of love,
In spite of all I take and give --
In spite of all your tenderness,
Sometimes I am not glad to live.

I am alone, as though I stood
On the highest peak of the tired gray world,
About me only swirling snow,
Above me, endless space unfurled;

With earth hidden and heaven hidden,
And only my own spirit's pride
To keep me from the peace of those
Who are not lonely, having died.

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"Runnin' (Dying to Live)"
by 2Pac f/t Notorious B.I.G.

Why am I fighting to live if I 'm just living to fight?
Why am I trying to see when there ain't nothing in sight?
Why am I trying to give when no one gives me a try?
Why am I dying to live if I'm just living to die?

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Don’t try to save me again.

You’ve lost the battle.

I try so hard to breathe you in,

But I can’t take a breath

I’m gone, I’m lost

No hope for me.

You try your best,

But at what cost?

Am I really all that worth it?

Wash away the pain

Please, let it go

Let it go

I can’t breathe

Not a breath for you

I can’t see the “light”

The closet door is locked

It has been for years,

But the creatures still nock

I can’t reach the door to answer

A negative in the picture frame

Everything in my life in one moment

Taken away

Take it away, please

Please, please, please take her away

She has her Daddy’s eyes

His hope in that look

That upturned look

She still tries to see me,

But I can’t see her through my tears

She’s ok, and I know it

But I can’t take it

My life, my love, my hope

My baby girl taken from me,

And there’s nothing I can do…

God,

A fool in grown man’s clothing

Said it was her time

I except it,

But hate only him

That fool took my baby girl

My Baby Girl

My Love

My Life

Everything he took

Rain, please come

Take me when you go

Wash away my sins

Wash me ‘til I’m clean again

Take me to my Baby…